hey brandon...where you thining of Robert when you wronte that whole thing about not saying his name cuz you didn't think i would want it there? cuz if you were then go ahead and say it...i don't care...i think i am ganna give up on him cuz first he was all over nicole and now i hear he likes jessica so...whatever his loss...i can move on to focusing on my firend charles who i have liked all year but he has a lot of emotional stuff when it comes to relationships so...lots of work to do lol ( i have alread got him kissing me ;) oh yeah)....any way...

I got a lovely little lecture from aunt kimmy and aunt wendy...actually me, marcie, alisha, and jessica all got lectures because of our tank tops...they said they were too tight in to bust area but hello we all have BIG BOOBS and so no matter what our shirts are ganna be tight in our bust area unless we buy those over sized shits for 300 lbs people and then we would be basicly wearing night shirts...and aperently a few people were saying to aunt wendy that she should talk to us about our shirts...i dont know who but who ever there were, if you don't wanna see it then don't look...she also mentiond some stuff about being modest...well you know what i love my body... god made me this way and as much as i could stand to drop a few lbs i love my body and i am proud of it and i have no modesty...so oh well...I hate when people tell me how to act or dress..its just not right...i dont do that to other people and i dont expect them to do it to me...if i am wearing something thats not modest let me and go talk to the 12 year olds in the bowling alley wearing belts as skirts and tops that are ripped and saftey pinned back together...these are the things that make me dislike organized religion...maybe i will just read my bible at home and not go to church...brandon i think you might be the only one who would care...

so yeah anyway i am really tired so i am going to bed...night yall