ok, so today i was reading my e-mail and there was one that caught my eye...now its very rare that an e-mail catches my eye...esp. a fwd but this one did...it was about a guy who loved a girl all through highschool but never said anything because he "kenw" she didn't feel the same...then a few years later she died and they read her journal from high school where it said that she had loved him but "knew" he didn't love her...maybe you've read it...anyway it got me thinking about something that i have thought of a few times but have yet to take action on...well today i am going to...i have decided that i am going to tell people exactly how i feel about them from this day foward...now i dont mean that i am ganna tell anyone i hate them...its not like that...what i am saying is that i intend to tell the people i love that i do love them so that i will never have any regrets about it... i don't want to die knowing that some one i loved never knew... or have some one i love leave without them knowing i loved them... so yeah thats my new mission in life...to spread love....lol sounds kinda sappy i know but you know what...why not be a little sappy? i mean heck you never know when your number is up...no one knows when its all ganna end for them...so first of all Brandon you have been a great friend and i love you for that...for being there for me and putting up with my sometimes endless ramblings about robert and my sulking about my miserable life...you have made it a lot better... and i just want to say thank you...and i love you for just being you... and no matter what anyone else says or whatever you may think of your self you are a great person.